Is he...updating?? Can it be?

So I'm finding it difficult to come up with excuses or reasons I went from updating a journal on a semi-daily basis a year or so ago, but moving to a "big-boy" blog stunted any rational thought or creativity to the point where I'd be sitting at the computer with my fingers dancing, hovering over the keys, anxious, waiting for the spark to ignite and to become the tools for translating the spark into communicative media; needless to say, the spark never materialized. Latelly, things have been so hectic, it's hard to form a signle thought,let alone qualify any of them in order to make an attempt at defining them,so there's not much to report. But I'm aware things need to change and that I will want to one day reflect on this period of time in order to see the lessons learned and the growth that occurred, so I expect this to be a mch more utilized outlet for the stream of semi-formed ideas, psuedo-insightful one liners and incoherent ramblings of a twenty-something looking  become more than the complacent,n naive little boy that inhabits the body of a figure that others look upto and turn to in times of need. this is supposed to be one of the most exciting and revelationary times of my life; it's time to lay it out in some sort of cohesive thread of conscius thought so I have something to show my kids when Im dead and gone (kids...hah,that's a riot). Expect more ramblings in the near future from the bourbon addicted,guitar-wielding,M.D.-pursuing man-child. I ask that you don't stare at your computer monitor and click refresh every 3 minutes, although I'm sure the intense feelings of apprehension and the thirst for more are overwhelming; it's just not healthy.Did I mention witty? That too.